And so it begins. Day number one of a smoke free life. I've quit twice during my nicotine induced years --- while I was pregnant. Quite honestly, it was easy to butt out so a little life could get strong inside me.
This. Is. Different.
I love how it all started. I was thrown under the cigarette delivery truck by Dave. I happened to mention that I'd like to quit smoking and whammo! -- one morning he calls me out, on-air to do it. So, after a heated debate off-air, I decide to roll with it, thinking.... well, I could be setting myself up for public failure here but, I'm done having kids, so this could quite possibly be the only opportunity for the rest of my life, to force myself into something I know I should do.
And. Need. To. Do.
There are waves of shere bliss that run through me when I think about actually succeeding and kicking the habit for good. Then, there are moments I think I'd take great pleasure in causing Dave severe pain. Let's hope the latter subsides. Quickly.
What's great about all of this is we've asked smokers to join me. Like Jeremy Alldred did. He was having his morning smoke when he heard Dave and I talking about it and he called us up and said he wanted to quit with me. So, we're taking the journey together and invite you to come along!
As for Dave, in my eyes he needed to experience some kinda of pain along with me for putting me through this. I know I'll thank him one day for it, but until I get there, I felt he needed to actively support me. He mentioned that eating meat was his achilles tendon. So, vegetarian it is until Thanksgiving for Dave! His wife laughed at that. Hard.
Think he's gonna make it?!
Think I will?!